*Jealous

S Y A M I M

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Hey , im Nurul Syamim Azminuddin . Call me Syamim , though . Im use to people calling me that . Okay , blog is what i do to express my little feelings and the routine i do everyday . I have my own defination of love . Its him , my love towards him , its like a wind . You cant see it , but you surely can feel it . And the feeling is great and its worth the wait <3

Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs .

Apr 23, 2009

I couldnt have imagine how my life would be without him . So , i waited for him to come back and he did . I've tried my best to be with him and impress him . I keep wondering if he ever feels the same way towards me . I wanted to ask but i dont want to be so absurd . And now , i know that he does but he has feelings for another person . I was heartbroken . Was i too late ? I feel so weak and speechless . He left me all alone without saying any goodbye just like as if i never existed . Where is that good in saying good-byes ? That , im not sure myself . I dont want him to leave me again . I dnt know how to say it , i couldnt speak . But now , i know its too late . He is gone , out of my side . I dnt know what to do and how could i survive . Though , i never regret for knowing him , he was the sweetest person i could ever know and love . There surely be some reasons for him to just go like that . I have to try to move on , and it will be hard . I know that but im sure that i can forget him . Someday , i know i will . Even if i cant , i just have to , dont i ? |: