*Jealous

S Y A M I M

Indeed it happen just like what i expected

Feb 27, 2009

Today was way way way more complicated then it should be . I woke up at eight and get ready and go to primary school to get the certificate and also money , rm50 for Anugerah Cemerlang . I was totally happy and it is for whoever gets 5a's in UPSR . They should have give us last year but they didnt . So , they gave it this year , instead . Oh well , meet some old friends , Aniz and all . Its started at 10 something . And we were hungry before that , so me , qeelah , hidayah , uzair , razzi and arif went to brumby's . I just bought a drink . Then , went back there . It was time to line up , so we did . Then get the certificate and dnt forget the money. Haha (; Then again , me , qeelah , razzi , hilman , zharif and arif went to brumby's and eat again . Saw kira , anis , farah and all . Say hey hey and stuff . Then after eating , me and qeelah went back first . I send her home , but thn i was scared to go alone . I was waiting there to wait for somebody to come . Then , saw zharif ! Yay , my life saver . Haha -.- Okay , we walk walk walk and talk talk talk . He send me home , thn he have to turn back cause his house is the other way . Pity pity you , but he was so nice , rght ? Okay , jgn perasan . Haha , thn had a fight with my freaking sister just because of a stupid remote and also had terrible fight with m , she claims to me that she hates me . Im happy that she tell me sooner but i wish she hadnt feel that way at all . Im gonna miss her badly cause she is my bestfriend , you know . Maybe i am like them . What i am going to do ? Im so not some wannabe bitch . Even my family is falling apart . Hmm , im totally upset . I was crying ever since yesterday night when she told me that she hates me and all . Everytime somebody ask me abt her or anything reminds me of her . Tears roll down my cheeck . Im dissapoint with myself . Sorry for not having your miracle , M . Im sure you already replace me with someone else . Im out :(

Xoxo , Syamim