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Omg , i must say , its almost a bloody full month since i blog . Like what in the world ?! I know , i had been living in my fantasy world much . I cant even think . There are like so many things that i can say in here . Which probably will be pages for me to write it down . And since im lazy , like always . Im not gonna write it . Im just gonna write to catch up with you peeps . Its gonna be 3 months , with him , ths 090909 . Isnt it great ? The date is super nice and im off the hook , so excited ! I dont know whats gonna happen though . Since its fasting month , cant eat and stuffs like that . I've been hoping that our relationship will get well . Im so missing him every seconds , maan . Ohh since now , all my problems or troubles , mostly are settled . Im gonna clear my mind and enjoy the things and people thats around me until it last . Better now , rather than be miserable later . So yeah , til the moment last , im just going to have fun with all my friends . I miss those crazy moments we had , talking about craps are what we do best , isnt it ? HAHA , sweet memories , miss it badly . Geesh , its 1 already , and school start another hour . Chao peeps , update soon :D

True friends ? Is there such thing nowdays ? Which i dont think so , gaah , i feel so clueless and stuck right now . Which one should i believe and which i should not ? Which is best for me , which is worth the risk ? I dont know anymore , things are getting a little out of hand . I mean like a lot . Bestfriends , are all gone . Sometimes , i just get tired and wish to forward the times , to get all over with this . So now , you peeps listen . Im asking S , to get back with you guys . I will be back with my normal friends . And to S too tall and S so inncocent , i dont think this friendship will ever work . So , i want you guys to move on . I will move on , im not gonna regret it . I've think hard enough that i cant stand all this dramas anymore . So yeah , you guys are better off without me anyways . Mmm , have a wonderful life aite . And S , please dont ruin your friendship with them because of me . Just go ahead , i have others . And thanks - for everything that you guys had done . Really appreciate it . Fullstop . Today is Sunday , the 090809 , happy 2nd months Anniversary , love <3 Thanks for being here with me , i love you with all my heart and soul ! And thats a lot of love :D I miss you , like more than i love you now , i think . Haha whatever , gay , i remembered it first ! Love you . Books are clling me , exam another two days , so yeah . Gtg , bye :)

Gaah , I's phone was taken by my mum , now , i dont have anymore phones and surely , i cant live with that . What am i suppose to do ? Since my phone was taken by mum and I's phone was taken , i got busted . Now , i dont have any phones ! Im missing him every seconds and minutes of the day , i keep thinking about him . Boyy , my mum must be thrill . So , she find out about me and you . I couldnt sleep all night last night , crying like hell . My mum slept next to me cause scared that i will hurt myself , i guess . Well , what does she cares about ? Since she is the point that i become like this . Dang it , and to those two S-es , im tired of you guys insulting me and doing whatever shits you guys are doing . Yeah , you both can be such good bestfriends , i know . You guys would never understand how hurt i am now and what im going through , i just couldnt tell . I was scared . But i have my miracle and the ones i love too , they are the ones that understand me and help me go through all this . I may not have any friends in class . But crap , i dont give a rat ass about it . What i know is that you guys are betrayer and that i could never believe you guys ever again . Im not gonna talk bad or get even to you guys , thats not just how i was taught , but all i know is that im really dissapointed with you guys and that i will never forgive both of you . If you were trying to hurt me that bad , congrats , it works . So now , shooo , just go the hell away and out of my life you go . I hate both of you and thats just the end . Saturday is quite alrght , i went PD in the morning and come home around 3 plus ? And watch A walk to remember , AGAIN ! Like a gazillion times , haha , so what ? That movie is so romantic and sweeeeeeeeeet :) And it reminds me of him . Gaah , im just plain bored . So adios peeps and thanks to those two human being that keeping me alive , one guy and a girl . I love both of you , thanks for everything , for fighting and staying with me through it all <3

Eaaak , it had been more than two weeks since i blog , not being that busy , more to lazy , i guess ? Heh , sorry , its not that people update with me anyways . I had gone through a lot , to many stories i have to catch up . Watch Harry Potter , accompany me anyone ? I want to watch it but i dont know who to go with , dying at home . My phone was taken by mum and i can only use it two hours a day , like what in the shit ? Geesh , i miss him badly and all my friends . No more late night calls , no more texting . What a nightmare that im going through . Anyways , school is just okay . I guess things doesnt work out that well anymore . I may loose in touch with my friends that i was close to . Im concentrating on my studies , to get better results , to catch up with old subjects . Gaaah , vey busy . Now , i have to off , i will try to blog tomorrow ? Since school starts tomorrow , later peeps ! <3

Yesterday , was Open Day . I didnt blog last night because i was grounded for not using the computer , phones or television . I was hell scared to be in school , to confront my mum and the teachers . My heart feel like it was about to explode . I promised my mum that i will change , that i reall want to study and all . It soon will happen cause i feel like such a stupid person . In school , i hangout with Sarah , Syafiq , Isaac and all . Since they are so nice to come . Hahaha , thats super duper fun though (: Okay then , my mum came and she was really dissapointed with me . I felt so hurt when she said that . Then went home , eat and do some stuffs . Then Syafiq want me to go to Padang , then went there together . Hangout there and hangout with Mimi and Qash at Brumby's . Sent Mimi home and walk to Suraya's back . And he took his stuff and Arief walk with us and sent him to Petronas . It was not a really bad day though , i kinda love it (: I had fun and spend time with all my beloved people . Haha , okay thats it . I may not be blogging for quite sometime , since i have to concentrate on studies , for my future , you  know ? Blrrhh , okay bye !